doctorbman

Am I the only one being completely absent from my artsy side lately? Been living life (kinda), and it's hard to get a chance to sideline myself! -B

These are thoughts I work hard to avoid, but.. ..damn, I'm pretty screwed up. I find myself frustrating, and it doesn't matter that everyone probably finds themselves frustrating. I still have a problem with myself. I can ignore it all I want, but it will hold me back. Yet, how do you deal with something that big, that tugs at the very fibers of your being, without unraveling? Where would I even start? -B

You think it's funny when I'm mad. I was reminiscing just the other day, while having coffee all alone, autumn leaves falling down like pieces into place. The whole place was dressed to the nines. Plaid-shirt nights when you made me your own. I remember it all too well. We learned to live with the pain; mosaic broken hearts. I never saw you coming. Missing you was dark grey, all alone. I'm a crumbled up piece of paper lying here, and time is taking its sweet time. This is the last time I'm asking you this: don't you dream impossible things? Oh red burning red, but loving you was red. A million little shining stars had just aligned. We bot